Smeeny in the Wild: Vlog 92

↟I feel like I'm dropping the ball | adjusting to new rhythms, self-employed creative business owner

This is my first week juggling "school", running my small business, and finding time to get outside all while getting over being sick! Starting a new routine is never easy and this first week back has been a reminder of just how messy and uncomfortable change can feel. After a summer of fun, reflection, and working on my business, stepping into fall feels overwhelming, like I’m dropping the ball or not keeping it all together.

Realignment takes time and sometimes you don’t know what needs to shift until you’re in the middle of it. In this vlog, I’m sharing my reflections on why change feels so hard, how I’m adjusting my routine, and why the discomfort of growth is actually a sign of something bigger unfolding.